Chapter 13
Melanie:
As I sat in the car in front of the medical clinic I tried to maintain my composure. Was I really about to do this? I began to have second thoughts on the decision I was about to make. Taking my sunglasses I put them on my face. Even though I wanted to keep it, I couldn’t.
Grabbing my personal belongings from the passenger side of my car I unlocked the doors and got out. Taking a deep breathe I locked the car and began making my way into the clinic.
"Hello ma’am welcome to the OB/GYN Medical Clinic at Arimar Hospital how can I assist you today?" The lady said as she sat in front of a computer and was dressed in a nurses outfit.
"Hi. I’m here to see Dr. Warren for my scheduled appointment." I stated clearly so she could hear. She began to type on her computer searching for something.
“Okay, Ms. Scott. Correct?” She asked looking up to me.
“Yes that is correct.”
“Alright. Dr. Warren will be right with you. If you could take this clipboard and fill it out for me please. There is seating right behind you.” She said politely. I nodded my head and followed her directions. As I sat down in the comfortable chair I glanced around to see a pregnant woman and her spouse. It warmed my heart to see her rubbing her belly. She was blessed for having a baby and a man beside her. Even though I thought I had a man at home who loves me, he doesn’t. I was in deep thought until I heard someone say my name.
“Ms. Scott, your doctor is waiting for you.” The nurse behind the desk said. Getting up from the chair I sat in, I handed the nurse the clipboard and pen. Going through a door I went straight to the back to a secluded exam room. Placing my bag next to me I sat on the exam table that was lined with thin paper. Swinging my feet I began to think about how many things can go wrong with this procedure. As I thought about this important decision that I was about to go through I realized I didn't want to do this. I was going to have this baby, and love it whether Corahn wanted to be here for me or not.
"Ms. Scott? Are you ready for the procedure?"
"Uhm I'm sorry Dr. Knox...I don't think I'm going to go through with this... I've changed my mind."
"Oh yes, Ms. Scott I totally understand."
I nodded my head and smiled slowly.
"Thank you." I said walking out of the office and into my car.
Once I reached my car I called Amaya, mainly because she hasn't been home for a few days and neither has Cameron.
“Hello?” I heard Amaya’s voice say. There was shuffling in the background. Then I heard a deep voice.
"Hey Amaya.." I said lowly.
"Hey girl, what’s up?" She asked happily. I was about to say something but I heard that deep voice again in the background.
"Um hold on Melanie." She said quickly. ‘Javaughn stop it, I’m on the phone.’ She said between giggles I guess introducing Javaughn and Amaya to each other was a good thing.
"Sorry. What were you saying?"
"Well you asked me what’s up. And there’s been a lot lately." I responded with my voice cracking. I felt like everything is going down hill.
"What’s wrong Mel? Where are you?" She asked concerned.
"I’m at the OB/GYN Medical Clinic. You know the one at Arimar Hospital. Amaya I need you right now.." I said with a shaky voice. Tears began to run down my face. I felt so overwhelmed. I sniffled and whipped my tears.
"I know where that is. I’m coming, wait for me okay." She said.
"No I'm going home...just meet me there."
She said a faint okay and hung up the phone.
A few minutes had passed and I arrived back at the house.
No more than 10 minutes passed and Amaya came walking in the living room, with Cameron running behind. She placed her bag on the chair that was in the corner of the room. She walked up to me and gave me a bear hug. Once she released me from the hug she sat down on the couch watching Cameron go into his room.
“At this point Melanie, you need to tell me what’s going on,” Amaya said folding her arms. “I’m worried.” She continued.
"Why were you at the clinic?"
Amaya sat next to me and wrapped her arms around me, consoling me.
“I thought about it..." Whipping my tears I managed to say something.
"Okay now I’m lost. How could you say that b-"
"I know but I changed my mind." I confessed cutting her off mid-sentence. She nodded and hugged me.
"And I'm going to move back to Atlanta in a few weeks...I think that would be good for me and the baby?"
"What about Corahn?"
"What about him?" I frowned.
"Well shouldn't he be in the baby's life?"
"He has another child to worry about."
"I know but that's not fair to the baby..."
"I know... I mean I'll think about it, I'm just going to have the baby in Atlanta and chill for a while from all this drama...I'll come back though."
Amaya sighed. "Whatever is best for you Mel." she smiled.
"Yeah.. you hungry though? We can go get something."
"Oooh yes but let me go change out of these clothes from last night."
"Oh yeah you gotta tell me about where yo ass been these past few days."
Amaya laughed and walked into her room. After a few minutes she came out dressed and ready to leave with Cam.
"Mhm I kinda feel like Mexican, what about you?"
"Yeah let's go to El Vaquero!" I said excited because I had been craving it all week.
As I sat in the car in front of the medical clinic I tried to maintain my composure. Was I really about to do this? I began to have second thoughts on the decision I was about to make. Taking my sunglasses I put them on my face. Even though I wanted to keep it, I couldn’t.
Grabbing my personal belongings from the passenger side of my car I unlocked the doors and got out. Taking a deep breathe I locked the car and began making my way into the clinic.
"Hello ma’am welcome to the OB/GYN Medical Clinic at Arimar Hospital how can I assist you today?" The lady said as she sat in front of a computer and was dressed in a nurses outfit.
"Hi. I’m here to see Dr. Warren for my scheduled appointment." I stated clearly so she could hear. She began to type on her computer searching for something.
“Okay, Ms. Scott. Correct?” She asked looking up to me.
“Yes that is correct.”
“Alright. Dr. Warren will be right with you. If you could take this clipboard and fill it out for me please. There is seating right behind you.” She said politely. I nodded my head and followed her directions. As I sat down in the comfortable chair I glanced around to see a pregnant woman and her spouse. It warmed my heart to see her rubbing her belly. She was blessed for having a baby and a man beside her. Even though I thought I had a man at home who loves me, he doesn’t. I was in deep thought until I heard someone say my name.
“Ms. Scott, your doctor is waiting for you.” The nurse behind the desk said. Getting up from the chair I sat in, I handed the nurse the clipboard and pen. Going through a door I went straight to the back to a secluded exam room. Placing my bag next to me I sat on the exam table that was lined with thin paper. Swinging my feet I began to think about how many things can go wrong with this procedure. As I thought about this important decision that I was about to go through I realized I didn't want to do this. I was going to have this baby, and love it whether Corahn wanted to be here for me or not.
"Ms. Scott? Are you ready for the procedure?"
"Uhm I'm sorry Dr. Knox...I don't think I'm going to go through with this... I've changed my mind."
"Oh yes, Ms. Scott I totally understand."
I nodded my head and smiled slowly.
"Thank you." I said walking out of the office and into my car.
Once I reached my car I called Amaya, mainly because she hasn't been home for a few days and neither has Cameron.
“Hello?” I heard Amaya’s voice say. There was shuffling in the background. Then I heard a deep voice.
"Hey Amaya.." I said lowly.
"Hey girl, what’s up?" She asked happily. I was about to say something but I heard that deep voice again in the background.
"Um hold on Melanie." She said quickly. ‘Javaughn stop it, I’m on the phone.’ She said between giggles I guess introducing Javaughn and Amaya to each other was a good thing.
"Sorry. What were you saying?"
"Well you asked me what’s up. And there’s been a lot lately." I responded with my voice cracking. I felt like everything is going down hill.
"What’s wrong Mel? Where are you?" She asked concerned.
"I’m at the OB/GYN Medical Clinic. You know the one at Arimar Hospital. Amaya I need you right now.." I said with a shaky voice. Tears began to run down my face. I felt so overwhelmed. I sniffled and whipped my tears.
"I know where that is. I’m coming, wait for me okay." She said.
"No I'm going home...just meet me there."
She said a faint okay and hung up the phone.
A few minutes had passed and I arrived back at the house.
No more than 10 minutes passed and Amaya came walking in the living room, with Cameron running behind. She placed her bag on the chair that was in the corner of the room. She walked up to me and gave me a bear hug. Once she released me from the hug she sat down on the couch watching Cameron go into his room.
“At this point Melanie, you need to tell me what’s going on,” Amaya said folding her arms. “I’m worried.” She continued.
"Why were you at the clinic?"
Amaya sat next to me and wrapped her arms around me, consoling me.
“I thought about it..." Whipping my tears I managed to say something.
"Okay now I’m lost. How could you say that b-"
"I know but I changed my mind." I confessed cutting her off mid-sentence. She nodded and hugged me.
"And I'm going to move back to Atlanta in a few weeks...I think that would be good for me and the baby?"
"What about Corahn?"
"What about him?" I frowned.
"Well shouldn't he be in the baby's life?"
"He has another child to worry about."
"I know but that's not fair to the baby..."
"I know... I mean I'll think about it, I'm just going to have the baby in Atlanta and chill for a while from all this drama...I'll come back though."
Amaya sighed. "Whatever is best for you Mel." she smiled.
"Yeah.. you hungry though? We can go get something."
"Oooh yes but let me go change out of these clothes from last night."
"Oh yeah you gotta tell me about where yo ass been these past few days."
Amaya laughed and walked into her room. After a few minutes she came out dressed and ready to leave with Cam.
"Mhm I kinda feel like Mexican, what about you?"
"Yeah let's go to El Vaquero!" I said excited because I had been craving it all week.
Chrishelle:
"Corahn!" I yelled from my bedroom.
"What?" He yelled from the living room.
"I'm hungry..I mean the baby is hungry." I said as he walked into my room.
"Okay what do you and the baby want?" He smiled.
"Mexican."
"Alright I know this great place called El Vaquero..."
"Oh yeah I've been there before with Amaya, and...Mel."
Corahn looked at me expressionless and told me to get dressed.
"Okay I'm ready." I said walking into the living room.
"You look nice." He said holding the door open for me.
We walked out to the car hand in hand until he opened the door for me.
We arrived at the restaurant fifteen minutes later and the waitress escorted us to our table while handing us menus.
I glanced at the menu then closed it once I decided what I wanted.
"So when's you're next appointment?"
"Uhm next week, we can find out the gender.."
"Aye that's whats up... It'll be a boy, cause I only make boys." He smiled.
"How would you know?"
"Cause."
"Mhm." I laughed as I glanced over and saw Amaya and Melanie getting up to leave.
I sighed and called out their names reluctantly.
"Don't call them over here." Corahn said.
"Why there my friends."
"But it's hella awkward."
"They're still my friends."
"Amaya! Melanie!" I yelled and they turned around. I stood up and walked towards them leaving Corahn at the table.
"Oh... Hey Chrishelle." Amaya said holding Cameron's hand.
"What's up guys I haven't seen you guys in a while..."
"Corahn!" I yelled from my bedroom.
"What?" He yelled from the living room.
"I'm hungry..I mean the baby is hungry." I said as he walked into my room.
"Okay what do you and the baby want?" He smiled.
"Mexican."
"Alright I know this great place called El Vaquero..."
"Oh yeah I've been there before with Amaya, and...Mel."
Corahn looked at me expressionless and told me to get dressed.
"Okay I'm ready." I said walking into the living room.
"You look nice." He said holding the door open for me.
We walked out to the car hand in hand until he opened the door for me.
We arrived at the restaurant fifteen minutes later and the waitress escorted us to our table while handing us menus.
I glanced at the menu then closed it once I decided what I wanted.
"So when's you're next appointment?"
"Uhm next week, we can find out the gender.."
"Aye that's whats up... It'll be a boy, cause I only make boys." He smiled.
"How would you know?"
"Cause."
"Mhm." I laughed as I glanced over and saw Amaya and Melanie getting up to leave.
I sighed and called out their names reluctantly.
"Don't call them over here." Corahn said.
"Why there my friends."
"But it's hella awkward."
"They're still my friends."
"Amaya! Melanie!" I yelled and they turned around. I stood up and walked towards them leaving Corahn at the table.
"Oh... Hey Chrishelle." Amaya said holding Cameron's hand.
"What's up guys I haven't seen you guys in a while..."
Amaya:
"Oh hey Chrishelle... what's up?" I said looking towards Melanie who was moving towards the door.
"Nothing I was just really craving Mexican food." she laughed. "Look I know it's kind of awkward between us all, but you guys are still my girls, right?"
"Yeah..." I half smiled.
"Well we should have lunch sometime, to catch up and talk about all of this... is that good Mel?"
"It's cool." Melanie sighed walking out of the restaurant.
I sighed and said goodbye to Chrishelle. I really hate the fact that this has to be awkward between us all.
"Oh hey Chrishelle... what's up?" I said looking towards Melanie who was moving towards the door.
"Nothing I was just really craving Mexican food." she laughed. "Look I know it's kind of awkward between us all, but you guys are still my girls, right?"
"Yeah..." I half smiled.
"Well we should have lunch sometime, to catch up and talk about all of this... is that good Mel?"
"It's cool." Melanie sighed walking out of the restaurant.
I sighed and said goodbye to Chrishelle. I really hate the fact that this has to be awkward between us all.
Melanie:
"What was that all about?" Amaya asked strapping Cameron in and getting into the passenger seat.
"What do you mean?"
"You don't think you were being rude to Chrishelle?"
"No."
"Well I think so." She said as I pulled out of the parking lot.
"Whatever... I mean really what am I supposed to say?"
"You can't be mad at her, she didn't even know... about you and.. Corahn."
"You're right... Maybe I'll call her tomorrow and apologize."
"Hmm."
"What was that all about?" Amaya asked strapping Cameron in and getting into the passenger seat.
"What do you mean?"
"You don't think you were being rude to Chrishelle?"
"No."
"Well I think so." She said as I pulled out of the parking lot.
"Whatever... I mean really what am I supposed to say?"
"You can't be mad at her, she didn't even know... about you and.. Corahn."
"You're right... Maybe I'll call her tomorrow and apologize."
"Hmm."
2 MONTHS LATER
I sat in my bedroom watching TV until my phone buzzed from a text, from Corahn.
Corahn(don't answer): Hey can we talk?
:I really want to apologize in person
:I heard you're leaving soon
:I just want to make it right
:I'm on my way
I sighed and walked into the kitchen to grab a glass of water. For the past two weeks Corahn has been texting me on this type of bullshit and I never reply. Honestly he's all talk and no action.
I walked back to my room when I heard a knock on the door. I started to call for Amaya to get it but then realized she was out with Cameron and Javaughn.
I walked to the door and saw Corahn through the window.
"Go away!" I said through the door.
"Please let me talk to you."
"Goodbye Corahn."
"The baby isn't mine Melanie."
what?
I gasped and opened the door in disbelief.
"What did you say?"
"Chrishelle... the baby she's having isn't mine." He said rubbing his hand over his head.
"How is it not yours I thought y'all were so in 'love'?"
"She obviously didn't love me if she cheated on me."
"You cheated on her, did you forget?" I said rubbing my belly.
"Not necessarily, and I mainly came to apologize for you." I sighed and asked what he meant.
"Chrishelle and I were off and on at the time I met you, and honestly I was ready to move on from her, our relationship is too toxic for us to be together on some real shit... so yeah we had sex but that was about a month before me and you went out together... then she pops up saying she pregnant. I swear I was going to tell you but I wanted to make sure it was mine. I really like you Melanie and I hope you can forgive me."
"Yeah I can..."
"Are you sure?"
Corahn(don't answer): Hey can we talk?
:I really want to apologize in person
:I heard you're leaving soon
:I just want to make it right
:I'm on my way
I sighed and walked into the kitchen to grab a glass of water. For the past two weeks Corahn has been texting me on this type of bullshit and I never reply. Honestly he's all talk and no action.
I walked back to my room when I heard a knock on the door. I started to call for Amaya to get it but then realized she was out with Cameron and Javaughn.
I walked to the door and saw Corahn through the window.
"Go away!" I said through the door.
"Please let me talk to you."
"Goodbye Corahn."
"The baby isn't mine Melanie."
what?
I gasped and opened the door in disbelief.
"What did you say?"
"Chrishelle... the baby she's having isn't mine." He said rubbing his hand over his head.
"How is it not yours I thought y'all were so in 'love'?"
"She obviously didn't love me if she cheated on me."
"You cheated on her, did you forget?" I said rubbing my belly.
"Not necessarily, and I mainly came to apologize for you." I sighed and asked what he meant.
"Chrishelle and I were off and on at the time I met you, and honestly I was ready to move on from her, our relationship is too toxic for us to be together on some real shit... so yeah we had sex but that was about a month before me and you went out together... then she pops up saying she pregnant. I swear I was going to tell you but I wanted to make sure it was mine. I really like you Melanie and I hope you can forgive me."
"Yeah I can..."
"Are you sure?"
Corahn:
“Yes Corahn I’m sure.”
"When do you leave?"
"Why?"
I sighed and stared at her.
"Tomorrow...I decided imma just transfer to Univeristy of Atlanta for the next few months." She said and I kissed her. She kicked her sneakers off and I stood up taking my shirt off. I went over to her and kissed her again. I kissed her neck while unbuckling her jeans.
“Just relax I got you aight.” I said and she nodded. I pulled her jeans down along with the boy shorts she was wearing. I kissed her inner thighs and I felt her body shaking.
“I’m not gon hurt you, don’t be scared.” I kissed her one more time and took her shirt off. “Calm down.” I sucked on her neck until I heard her moan. I kissed down her chest and made my way down to where I wanted to be.
I kissed her inner thighs again before licking her clit one time. When I did felt her body jump and I laughed. I kissed her clit before I dove in.
“Ssss Corahn damn!” She yelled out and I kept going. I slipped a finger inside of her and that shit made me extra hard she was tight as fuck and this was just my finger. I could imagine how my dick would feel. I slipped my finger in and out of her while my tongues was doing circles on her pearl. “AHH FUCK CORAHN!”
“Cum for me Mel!” I said before replacing my finger with my tongue. “Damn you sweet.” I said before I kept going.
“Shit I’m about cum!” She yelled and I chuckled a little bit and kept going. I was going hard for a little bit before she came spilling out in my mouth. I licked everything up then went back to her face and kissed her letting her taste herself.
“You taste good as fuck.” I said and she laughed.
“Thanks I guess.” I kissed her again before unbuckling my jeans and pulling them down along with my boxers. I rubbed my dick on her clit and watched her squirm a little bit as a nervous look came on her face.
“You sure you ready to do this?” I asked sucking on her neck, still remembering she was pregnant.
“Yeah I’m s-sure.” I kissed her and smiled.
“If you want me to stop tell me.” I said and she nodded.
I kissed her as I pushed myself into her slowly. I had to stop for a second to catch myself from busting right there. I grabbed her hands and intertwined my fingers with hers as I pushed the rest of my self inside.
“Ahhh!” She screamed out and I stopped.
“You want me to stop?” I asked and she shook her head.
“No keep going,”
“You sure?”
“Yes I’m okay.” I kissed her and kept going. I was stroking her slowly and watched as the pain left her face and pleasure took over. “Uhhh that feel good.” She said and I picked my pace up a little bit.
“Damn Mel shit!” I grunted and she started moving her hips to the same rhythm I was moving to.
“FUCK CORAHN! Go faster!” She yelled and I did just that. I spread her legs and pumped quicker. “Damn! I’m cummin Corahn!” She yelled and I made my strokes more intense.
“Cum for me Mel!”
“SHIT!” She yelled and a little bit later I felt her cum on me soon after I released.
“Damn.” I said then kissed her. “How you feel?” I asked and she laughed.
“I feel good. Tired as shit but good.” She said before yawning.
“Then go to sleep.” I said pulling out and laying next to her.
“Corahn I really do love you.” She said as I pulled her close to me and pulling my comforter over us.
“I know. I love you too. Remember that.”
“I will.” I kissed her cheek while she put her head on my chest. I’m mad as hell she got to leave.
“Yes Corahn I’m sure.”
"When do you leave?"
"Why?"
I sighed and stared at her.
"Tomorrow...I decided imma just transfer to Univeristy of Atlanta for the next few months." She said and I kissed her. She kicked her sneakers off and I stood up taking my shirt off. I went over to her and kissed her again. I kissed her neck while unbuckling her jeans.
“Just relax I got you aight.” I said and she nodded. I pulled her jeans down along with the boy shorts she was wearing. I kissed her inner thighs and I felt her body shaking.
“I’m not gon hurt you, don’t be scared.” I kissed her one more time and took her shirt off. “Calm down.” I sucked on her neck until I heard her moan. I kissed down her chest and made my way down to where I wanted to be.
I kissed her inner thighs again before licking her clit one time. When I did felt her body jump and I laughed. I kissed her clit before I dove in.
“Ssss Corahn damn!” She yelled out and I kept going. I slipped a finger inside of her and that shit made me extra hard she was tight as fuck and this was just my finger. I could imagine how my dick would feel. I slipped my finger in and out of her while my tongues was doing circles on her pearl. “AHH FUCK CORAHN!”
“Cum for me Mel!” I said before replacing my finger with my tongue. “Damn you sweet.” I said before I kept going.
“Shit I’m about cum!” She yelled and I chuckled a little bit and kept going. I was going hard for a little bit before she came spilling out in my mouth. I licked everything up then went back to her face and kissed her letting her taste herself.
“You taste good as fuck.” I said and she laughed.
“Thanks I guess.” I kissed her again before unbuckling my jeans and pulling them down along with my boxers. I rubbed my dick on her clit and watched her squirm a little bit as a nervous look came on her face.
“You sure you ready to do this?” I asked sucking on her neck, still remembering she was pregnant.
“Yeah I’m s-sure.” I kissed her and smiled.
“If you want me to stop tell me.” I said and she nodded.
I kissed her as I pushed myself into her slowly. I had to stop for a second to catch myself from busting right there. I grabbed her hands and intertwined my fingers with hers as I pushed the rest of my self inside.
“Ahhh!” She screamed out and I stopped.
“You want me to stop?” I asked and she shook her head.
“No keep going,”
“You sure?”
“Yes I’m okay.” I kissed her and kept going. I was stroking her slowly and watched as the pain left her face and pleasure took over. “Uhhh that feel good.” She said and I picked my pace up a little bit.
“Damn Mel shit!” I grunted and she started moving her hips to the same rhythm I was moving to.
“FUCK CORAHN! Go faster!” She yelled and I did just that. I spread her legs and pumped quicker. “Damn! I’m cummin Corahn!” She yelled and I made my strokes more intense.
“Cum for me Mel!”
“SHIT!” She yelled and a little bit later I felt her cum on me soon after I released.
“Damn.” I said then kissed her. “How you feel?” I asked and she laughed.
“I feel good. Tired as shit but good.” She said before yawning.
“Then go to sleep.” I said pulling out and laying next to her.
“Corahn I really do love you.” She said as I pulled her close to me and pulling my comforter over us.
“I know. I love you too. Remember that.”
“I will.” I kissed her cheek while she put her head on my chest. I’m mad as hell she got to leave.
Melanie:
I woke up to my phone ringing. I looked around and saw Corahn laying next to me sleep. I reached over on my nightstand and grabbed my phone. I looked at it and sighed. It was 5:30. My plane leaves in two hours. I got up and went into my bathroom after grabbing a pair of sweat pants and a t-shirt. I got in the shower and did nothing but wipe my the tears from my face as I cleaned my body. Once I was done I grabbed a toothbrush and brushed my teeth. I put the clothes on and went back out and put my sneakers on.
I went over to his side and sat down on the bed and shook him.
“Corahn get up.” I said and he opened his eyes.
“What time is it?”
“A little after six.”
“Why you waking me up this early?” He said sitting up.
“I have to go. My plane leaves in an hour and a half. You want to come with me to the airport?” I asked and he sighed after nodding his head. He got up and went to the bathroom. He was in there for a good minute before he came out with just a towel wrapped around him. He put some clothes on and grabbed his phone and his keys.
“Come on ma.” He said in a sad tone. I got up and grabbed one of my hoodies and put it on. We left out of my room and I went to Amaya’s room and walked in. Amaya was knocked out along with Cameron laying next to her. I laughed because she usually didn't let him sleep in there. I sighed and thought about how I would soon have a child.
"You about to leave?" Amaya said starring wide eyed at Corahn.
“Yeah come on I’m gon miss my flight.” I said going up to the kitchen with Corahn right behind me. I grabbed one of my suitcases while he grabbed the other two and we went out and put them in Amaya’s car. We all got inside and she drove to the airport. I sat in the backseat with my head on Corahn’s shoulder the whole ride. He held my hand and rested his head on top of mines.
Once we got to the airport I got my stuff situated just as they called my flight. I looked at Amaya and hugged her as she cried.
“Be good okay.” She said and I laughed.
“I know I will.”
“Alright. I love you. Call me if you need anything. Matter of fact call me for no damn reason. I’m gon miss you okay.” She said and I nodded.
“I know. I love you too.” She kissed my cheek and let me go. I looked at Corahn was still sitting with his heads in his hands. “Corahn.” I made him look at me and he had tears going down his face. I hugged him and he cried on my stomach while holding on to me tight. Once he calmed down a little bit he stood up and wrapped his arms around my body. I tried to hold the tears that were burning the back of my eyes but it was no use the fell anyway.
“I love you ma.” He said and I nodded.
“I love you too.” He leaned down and kissed me. He was kissing me for a minute before they called my flight again. He pressed his forehead against mines and pecked my lips again.
“Call me as soon as you land alright.” He said and I nodded.
“I know. Be good Corahn.” I said and he laughed.
“I will.” He hugged me again and I grabbed my MCM back pack.
“I love y’all.” I said to him and Amaya.
“We love you too.” They said at the same time. I smiled and walked to the gate. I blew them a kiss and went and got on the plane.
Once I got to my first class seat and I took my hoodie off and was about to put it in my bag. Soon after that the tears came pouring down my face. I broke down right there on the plane. I know people were probably looking at me weird but I really didn’t give a fuck.
I woke up to my phone ringing. I looked around and saw Corahn laying next to me sleep. I reached over on my nightstand and grabbed my phone. I looked at it and sighed. It was 5:30. My plane leaves in two hours. I got up and went into my bathroom after grabbing a pair of sweat pants and a t-shirt. I got in the shower and did nothing but wipe my the tears from my face as I cleaned my body. Once I was done I grabbed a toothbrush and brushed my teeth. I put the clothes on and went back out and put my sneakers on.
I went over to his side and sat down on the bed and shook him.
“Corahn get up.” I said and he opened his eyes.
“What time is it?”
“A little after six.”
“Why you waking me up this early?” He said sitting up.
“I have to go. My plane leaves in an hour and a half. You want to come with me to the airport?” I asked and he sighed after nodding his head. He got up and went to the bathroom. He was in there for a good minute before he came out with just a towel wrapped around him. He put some clothes on and grabbed his phone and his keys.
“Come on ma.” He said in a sad tone. I got up and grabbed one of my hoodies and put it on. We left out of my room and I went to Amaya’s room and walked in. Amaya was knocked out along with Cameron laying next to her. I laughed because she usually didn't let him sleep in there. I sighed and thought about how I would soon have a child.
"You about to leave?" Amaya said starring wide eyed at Corahn.
“Yeah come on I’m gon miss my flight.” I said going up to the kitchen with Corahn right behind me. I grabbed one of my suitcases while he grabbed the other two and we went out and put them in Amaya’s car. We all got inside and she drove to the airport. I sat in the backseat with my head on Corahn’s shoulder the whole ride. He held my hand and rested his head on top of mines.
Once we got to the airport I got my stuff situated just as they called my flight. I looked at Amaya and hugged her as she cried.
“Be good okay.” She said and I laughed.
“I know I will.”
“Alright. I love you. Call me if you need anything. Matter of fact call me for no damn reason. I’m gon miss you okay.” She said and I nodded.
“I know. I love you too.” She kissed my cheek and let me go. I looked at Corahn was still sitting with his heads in his hands. “Corahn.” I made him look at me and he had tears going down his face. I hugged him and he cried on my stomach while holding on to me tight. Once he calmed down a little bit he stood up and wrapped his arms around my body. I tried to hold the tears that were burning the back of my eyes but it was no use the fell anyway.
“I love you ma.” He said and I nodded.
“I love you too.” He leaned down and kissed me. He was kissing me for a minute before they called my flight again. He pressed his forehead against mines and pecked my lips again.
“Call me as soon as you land alright.” He said and I nodded.
“I know. Be good Corahn.” I said and he laughed.
“I will.” He hugged me again and I grabbed my MCM back pack.
“I love y’all.” I said to him and Amaya.
“We love you too.” They said at the same time. I smiled and walked to the gate. I blew them a kiss and went and got on the plane.
Once I got to my first class seat and I took my hoodie off and was about to put it in my bag. Soon after that the tears came pouring down my face. I broke down right there on the plane. I know people were probably looking at me weird but I really didn’t give a fuck.